Waiting is hard.
The things you do today will help you grow into who you want to be. Unfortunately, growth and change can't happen overnight—just like if you were to plant seeds, you wouldn't wake up to a flower tomorrow. You need to water the soil every day, give it sunlight, and maybe even fertilize it a little.
Life is pretty similar. You need to nurture your soul every day with things that will make you reach your personal goals. That can mean studying, practicing, or forming new habits. Whatever it is, you've got this!